Day for Night

So it looks like I'm going to have to stop hanging out with my group of friends here. This means I suddenly have no close friends anywhere near me, and I'm without a local spiritual community. I'm feeling incredibly stupid and incredibly lonely. I don't think I've ever had to step away from an entire group of friends before, it's really scaring me. But being around them makes me feel crazy and unhealthy, and I don't like the person I am when I'm around them. Unfortunately a chunk of my situation is all my fault, which is why I feel rather stupid and why all of this is hurting so much. But I think this would have ended up happening anyway, without my "contribution."

So what do I do now? What do I do until I get back to La Capital?

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